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Episode Thirty Three: Cause for Concern
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Episode Thirty Three: Cause for Concern

When your threat response is heightened in relation to your own health, what happens when your child is ill?

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11th November, 2020

When her younger daughter becomes unwell, Lindsay shares her frustration at the catastrophic thought reflexes she experiences. She worries that she can’t help but interpret innocuous childhood illnesses as the beginning of something far more sinister and that she would be to blame if she dismissed something that later turned out to have been the start of something serious.

She remembers how her own mother responded when she was ill as a child. Worries she is, again, misremembering. Accedes that her mother had a responsibility to her children but also to the family business at Auchengate.

Helen and Lindsay, Auchengate 1983

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